Be Not Ashamed

Be not ashamed. We are all flawed, broken, and imperfect. But beautiful you will be, and beautiful you are... Shout out to all the blue-eyed White boys...

Milestones

Brave New World by Corey Saucier Milestones Sexual escapades, bright pink hoochie shorts, and the moments in between I’m the kind of girl that likes to celebrate milestones:...

Playing Dress Up

I like to dress up for sex. The 70’s is my favorite era; so I am wearing a well-worn baseball cap, high white cotton...

Playing Roles…

Brave New World by Corey Saucier Playing Roles... Embracing the new, releasing the old, and leaping into the future My boyfriend and I are traditionalists. We want that...

Two Girls, One Pond

I met Kiva my second year in college…he was blond at the time, and devastatingly beautiful. Beautiful the way that only nineteen year-olds can...

Ice Cream Diets

I keep strange hours lately. Trying to get something out of my system I guess…. It is 2 a.m. in my favorite part of...

A Collection of Attributes

Brave New World by Corey Saucier I am black, gay, poor, and HIV-positive. In most circles these are not the most beautiful things a person can...

Trigger Warning

Buses are disgusting. They are full of poor people and pedophiles.” This is the first sentence that popped into my head at 8:40 a.m. on...

The Allure of Time Travel

So I downloaded one of those apps two weeks ago. You know the ones….All the cool kids are saying that staring at faceless torsos with spiffy profile names on sweat covered iPhones is the only way to meet an eligible bachelor.

Being a Good Son

This is very hard to say, but if I’m going to be a good son I must say it: I gave my mother HIV. And...

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POZIAM: Hank Trout

Recently POZIAM spoke with Hank Trout about living with HIV and advocating as a long-term survivor. Hank Trout is an Editor at Large for...

A Letter to Myself at 18